hopelessly devoted

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 01:15:49 GMT

all i want for my birthday is for him to come home.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 05:12:35 GMT

yeah it's just a cat, but she meant a lot to me, and i didn't think it would hurt this much :(

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 01:47:24 GMT

change...

it really upsets me to see how many people have changed over the years. people used to be so different, and someone or something changed them, and now they're a completely different person. changed in a bad way. i guess thats part of life, shit happens, people change.

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 18:37:17 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE, THERE WOULD BE NO ME. YOU'RE THE BEST MOM A GIRL COULD ASK FOR, AND MY BEST FRIEND. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I LOVE YOU!

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 06:09:39 GMT

i haven't been this hurt in a long time. i forgot what it's like, and i hate it =[

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 00:26:54 GMT

i'm frustrated and confused.
and i don't even know what about.
i dont liiike it :[

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 05:32:13 GMT

Being there to help no matter whats said about eachother is the most important thing in a friendship. And I can thankfully say, that I've helped two really important people in my life. And life is way too short for all of this. Grow up, and just stop talking about eachother. It's not worth the consequences. Everyone just needs a reality check like I had to realize it. So when that happens, you'll know. <3

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 02:32:45 GMT

me? butterflies? nooo way! hahah it's been so long, i missed this feeling :]

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 21:55:56 GMT

so everyone complains about drama, and how it's so pointless and pathetic. and yeah i must concur, that it is. but if you think about it. MOST of the time, the people fighting end up being friends again, and the individual drama, just makes us stronger in the end. so even though we have to deal with stupid bull shit, i guess it does happen for a reason, because most of the time in the end, there is a good outcome.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRSTIN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I HOPE YOU HAD FUN TODAY :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYYY I LOVE YOU :D

and gillian, i dunno if you'll see this but i love you so much, and maybe a change is good. i'm always going to be here, so don't worry about that. you'll get through this.

NIKKI, I LOVE YOU AND IM VERY PROUD OF YOU. AND LIKE I SAID I'LL BE THERE EVERY STEP OF THE WAY <3.

"thats what friends are for.."

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 04:46:38 GMT

IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN GOING TO LOUISIANNA AND PHYSICALLY HELPING THE VICTIMS PLEASE LET ME KNOW. IT WOULD BE A WEEKEND THING PROBABLY A FRIDAY TO SUNDAY OR MONDAY. A HIGH PERCENTAGE OF THE COST OF AIR FARE WOULD BE DONATED TO RED CROSS. PEOPLE DON'T REALIZE HOW SERIOUS THIS IS SO IF YOU'RE INTERESTED PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I DON'T KNOW THE EXACT DATES YET AS SOON AS I DO I'LL LET YOU KNOW. IT'S FOR A GOOD CAUSE, AND THOSE PEOPLE NEED AS MUCH HELP AS THEY CAN GET.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 04:15:14 GMT

you know, while you're all caught up in YOURSELVES and how "terrible" your life is, and how much drama you have to go through. look what these innocent people are going through. how do you think they feel? life is way too short to be caught up in all this bull shit, get over yourselves, and maybe try and think about other people. maybe you can even help, ever think of that?

you people need to grow up, because this is real drama, not someones boyfriend cheating on them.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 19:38:23 GMT

NOVAK
HAFFAMIER
LEWIS [SWITCHING TO CHEM WITH WALKER]
RALEIGH
RALIEGH
SOCCER(?) SOFTBALL

thats my schedule for calabasas; i'm going there the first week or two, and if i still want to change, i'm changing. confusing, i know. we'll see.

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 01:11:30 GMT

back to calabasas;should be interesting.

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 18:56:30 GMT

so i think i'm going to oak park, 90% sure.
i have to register at both though.

cabo was amazing, pictures later.

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 20:58:45 GMT

leaving for cabo tomorrow morning, thank god. i hate this place. girls are stupid and two faced. and most of them don't appreciate the friends they have that actually care about them and like them. it's all about who your with and what your wearing. get a life please.

on a better note, i love this girl..

and we're gunna party in mexico. too bad she doesn't live here.

and i don't know what school i'm going to yet, i'll let you know when i do.

so yeah have a good rest of the summer, i'll be back the 19th.

<3 "peace out"

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 18:39:37 GMT

i'm back, florida was fun.
key west for 3 nights was really tight
then south beach for a night, miami's always great
and then longboat key to our beach house for 5 nights was amazing
the beach was right across the street, so we just drove the golf cart
to the beach whenever we wanted and the beach is private so there was
no one there. and the sand was like baby powder, and the water was
like bath water. it was so beautiful.
but i'm happy to be home even though i leave again soon.
cabo on sunday, can't wait.

pati went home, our foreign exchange student from later year
came again this summer. it was a lot of fun and we got pretty close
so next summer i'll be in germany visiting her :)

soo it's decision time for me, i really like santa monica
but if i can't find a school that i love in 2 weeks, i'm
going to calabasas for the first semester until i find something.
we'll see what happens.

it's 11:40 and i've been up since 9 cuz i'm still on east coast time, and nikki is in my bed and i'm waiting for her to get up so we can go have fun in the sun :)

i would post all my pictures but my camera broke so i can't really do that.

lovelovelove

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 05:38:27 GMT

i'm leaving tomorrow night
seee you later :D

santa monica high school is a possibility,
we shall see.

be back on the 6th
love<3

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 01:09:47 GMT

i missed days like today :D
and tomorrow i'm going to the beach with my loves
and i leave wednesday night for 11 days and then
cabo with my siiista

i love going to sleep when all you fuckers wake up to go to summer school
i love old family friends ;)
i love my girls
i love my team
i love summer
PAAARTY
LBC TONIGHT

and in case you were wondering, i chose not to come back to calabasas
but for personal reasons, i can't go to the school that i wanted to in sandiego
so we'll see what happens

love love love you all

p.s. pictures when i'm not too lazy

♥♥♥

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 05:07:09 GMT

so i kind of changed my mind about leaving...
i'm going down there again tomorrow for another look at the school.
i'll be back wednesday hopefully with a confident decision.
a lot of things just keep making it easier to let go..few things are holding me back

we shall see
<3

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 06:39:35 GMT

pati is here :) she got her on the 30th. she was our foreign exchange student last summer from germany and she came back this summer, for 5 weeks to stay with us. she's awesome. i'm dropping summer school tomorrow, i'm already relieved. waste of my time. but yeah i haven't updated in a while, i have pictures to post from palm springs and a bunch of stuff, i don't know if she's still mad at me but i'll still post the pictures. anyway now that i'm free and can have a life, let's party.

&& of course HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY NICOLE
we went to nobu in malibu for sushi and saw like 10 famous people, and we felt like losers.
i love you and i wish i couldve been with you on your actual birthday.
<3 poooosh

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 02:52:43 GMT

i love my friends, all of them. new and old, i couldn't be happier right now :)

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 00:42:43 GMT

yeahhh it's summer :) i'm soo excited. perfect start. went to palm springs with chels this weekend; and we had a lot of fun ;) pictures soon. i love you p<3 we kind of made it a tradition to take our foursome bench picture like we did last year. it's been an interesting year with you three, but i still love you all <3

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 03:04:43 GMT

i cannot believe UCLA lost.
i understand to those are going to rub it in my face.

that just made my bad day worse,funn.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 05:18:05 GMT

yay fun weekend :)
um this might sound really corny but i don't care. i saw sisterhood of the traveling pants tonight with my mommy, and it made me realize how important friendships are, and how rare they are. i also realized that i don't really have that anymore, actually i don't think i ever really did. and then i thought i'm okay with that. i'm still happy. so yeah no moral, just a thought. i love all the people i hung out with this weekend, i had so much fun, and next weekend will be even better!

<3 skyler

p.s. i just read that over, and that was so random, wow. i need help

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 01:06:08 GMT

so i didn't talk much about softball because it was an interesting season. people quit, people moved up, people moved down, and it just wasn't the greatest. but we all had a lot of fun which is all that counts. i started on jv and then got moved up later in the season with a few other girls, and it was a lot of fun, and our softball program definately has the most personallity then most schools. you can tell be some of the pictures. but yeah anyway thanks to my teammates, it was fun. and i can't wait for next season. and this summer me, rachel, and kirstin are on a travel team together and we're going to have funn, yay.

original jv ^

ehh

me & wheels before the last game :(

speaks for itself, soo true ^

and the greatest of them all, the annual buddy picture.. :)

love you all <3